Sunday, October 31, 2004

to you

yes i'm talking to you. if your viewing my blog as of this time, i'm changing the lay out. try mo balikan ulit, baka ayos na by then. :)

thanks!!

Saturday, October 30, 2004

random stuff

braces

my dentist has finally finished putting all those metal in my mouth. they hurt like hell but in time i'll get used to it. can't eat everything i want to because it hurts to masticate. and it's also hard to carry out the deglutition process because my teeth cannot perform a thorough mechanical breakdown of the food that i've ingested. wahahahahaha!! ayan, mapipilitan na akong kumain ng konti. :D

right now, they're color feenk, what else?

i like my dentist. she's competent, young and approachable. i don't get bored even if i'm just lying there with my mouth open for like around 4 hours! she even gave me a mirror so that i could watch my teeth being "excavated". PLUS: she wears light blue by d&g, my favorite perfume. asan ang koneksyon? :)

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happy halloween!!

full moon pa rin ba? sayang, di sumabay sa halloween or all saints' day or all souls' day. that would have made the ambience during those days even more spookier! just looking at the moon last night got me goosebumps. i could almost imagine a wolf howling awwoooooo! yeah, i'm THAT sissy. but i never learn. watched feng shui twice already and the grudge again when i went to manila last wednesday. but it's the american version this time. pinapahirapan ko lang sarili ko. why do i keep on watching horror flicks? geeesh.

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NMAT

at dahil malapit ng mag-november, malapit ng mag-december.malapit na ang NMAT! shet. i swear, hindi ako magrereview. pero nakakapanic no pag lahat na ng kaklase ko nagrereview tapos ako hindi magrereview? ah basta. i'm not going to review for it. kelangan ko lang naman maka-40% eh. :)

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another word

do you know what a squeegee is? yung mga ginagamit na panlinis ng windshield ng sasakyan. ya know, yung mga nandon sa gasoline stations. kyut ng word no, squeegee!! the next time i have a pet, i'll name it squeegee! :)

am i the only one who doesn't know what a squeegee is?

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what my brother would do for pasa load

he's such a clown, i'm tellin you.

whoopdeda. that's all for now. dvd marathon naman. :)

Friday, October 29, 2004

unrequited love

for some unknown reason, I MISS MANILA. yeah, THE manila i so lovingly loathe during classes. but i was bouncy/uppity/jumpy kaya while i was walking along taft avenue the other day. i felt like i wanted to do an ala-maria stint, ya know... "the streets are alive, with the sound of traaaafffiiiiccc!", with my arms outstreched. hahaha! :D

kaya lang. i felt unwanted.

inamin ko na nga sa sarili ko na na-miss ko ang maynila. and guess what i got in return?!

a shiny and outrageously ready to pop ZIT. right smack on my forehead.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

sorry avril fans...

ms. lavigne looks like an anorexic skunk in her video nobody's home.

wala lang. i remembered it just now. i saw the video while i was on the bus earlier this day. ooops. that was yesterday na pala. as of now, it's 12:59 am and i can't seem to get enough of blogging.

i have a 9 am appointment with my dentist tomo... oops i did it again (nyahahaha!! imagine britney's song playing in the background, korny ba?) TODAY. i should be sleeping already! naaaah. i'm used to lack of sleep. the length of time i sleep during my afternoon siesta (3-4 hrs) is usually the only sleep that i get when we're so intoxicated (as
gerald would put it. go see his blog now!! click it, baby!!).

*hikab* kaya nga lang i'm not used to it na. what, after being an absolute couch potato (a better term naman than pig di ba?) for the past 3 weeks.

that should be all for today.

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

hulaan ang title!! (ala-maalaala mo kaya)

bigla naman akong napa-reminisce dahil sa ikinuwento ni ge sa akin kanina sa ym. naaaliw akong balikbalikan ang mga nangyari nung mga nagdaang taon! 5 months pa lang kami, pero ang tagal naming "in the making". hehehe. ibig sabihin, hindi kami love at first sight. it's far from that. siguro love after taking a second, erm, third... uhh, fourth look. you get the picture. ibig kong sabihin, hindi sa isang iglap lang nabuo ang "kami". hehehe. i'm enjoying this. :D magtatagalog ako para dramatic. hahaha.

unang umeksena si mr. abesamis sa aking buhay noong kami'y 2nd year H.S. pa lamang. siya'y galing UPIS. siya, kasama si carla, ay ang mga ipinadala ng kanilang eskwelahan upang maging exchange students sa aming mutyang rural. unang impresyon ko sa kanya: NERD. hahaha! at malalaman ko rin ngayong imed na ang unang impresyon din pala nya sa akin ay: NERD!

hindi kami masyadong naging close noon. paano ba naman, ang lagi niyang kasama dati ay si arnel, yung lalaking patay na patay sa akin! hahaha. dati, lagi kong iniiwasan si arnel. alam nyo na, nakakaasiwa kasi na alam mong may gusto yung isang tao sa iyo. normal lang naman yung ganon sa hayskul o sa elementary di ba? (ano bang tagalog ng elementary? i suck.) pero close na kami ni arnel ngayon. lumalayo na ko sa usapan. ang weird naman pakinggan kapag diretsong tagalog. ah basta.

ang naaalala ko pa noon, nagkagusto daw si gerald sa isa sa mga kabarkada ko. si hani! oo nga. hahaha! totoo ba yon ge?

ayun. pagkatapos ng ilang araw nang pamamalagi sa rural, dumating ang oras na kinailangan na naming mamaalam sa aming mga bagong kaibigan. (wow, i'm proud of this sentence! pang maalaala mo kaya!!!) binigyan namin sila ng aming batch shirt na kulay apple green tapos pinirmahan namin ito at sinulatan ng kung anu-anong mga mensahe. makikita ko muli yang apple green na kamiseta (shirt?) na yan pagdating ng intarmed.

pagkaalis nila, nag text text pa rin kami, pero nakalimutan na rin ang isa't isa pagkalipas ng ilang buwan... ipinagpatuloy na ang sari-sariling buhay.. at pag-ibig. (aaaah! i love this, this is soooo dramatic! ) di nagtagal, nabura na ang "gerald" sa phonebook ko.

halos dalawang taon ang lumipas bago kami muling nagkita. aba, at si gerald, intarmed din pala! di nakapagtataka, naisip ko. oo nga pala, nerd yon. hahaha! joke lang. :)

nasa college of dentistry ako nun, kasama si gideon at krista, mga kapwa ruralite na pumasa rin sa intarmed. nagkukwentuhan kami habang naghihintay ng aming dental check-up nang biglang may bumaba sa hagdan na MAINGAY! tiningnan ko. mukhang pamilyar ang lalaking ito ah. sabi ko kay gideon, di ba si geraRd yon? yung exchange student dati? subalit di kami nakakasigurado.

ang huling naaalala ko sa araw na iyon (tama ba 'to? my last memory of that day), nagkausap din kami ni geraRd. muling nagbalik si "geraRd" sa phonebook ko.

ayan, pasukan naaa!! unang semestre ng unang taon. noon ko lang naalala (kasi nirinig ko nung ipinakilala niya ang kaniyang sarili) na geraLd nga pala at hindi geraRd. hahahahaha!

parehong mahapdi ang aming mga puso noong unang semestre (heartbroken, wahahaha!). tanda ko, nagpapalitan pa nga kami ng mga "i miss you" at mga senti na mensahe sa text upang i-forward sa kanya kanya naming mga... hmmm... "nakaraan". (nice.)

kaya lang di pa rin kami masyadong close.. ako'y nakatira sa isang dormitoryo habang siya'y nag-uuwian naman. nanonood na kami ng mga kapwa ko dormers ng sine habang si gerald ay nasa biyahe na pauwi. hahaha! nakakapagod yon no! at na-realize din naman nya. kaya naman nung ikalawang semestre, nagdormitoryo na rin sya... at ka-dorm ko pa!

don na nagsimula ang aming pagkakaibigan. :D

natatandaan ko, noong bagong lipat pa lamang siya, may isang gabing ang tagaaaaal naming nagkwentuhan at nagtsismisan! simula noon lagi ko nang kakwentuhan si ge. aliw kausap, animated, malikot at nakakatawa! higit sa lahat, may sense kausap. at dahil nga ka-dorm ko rin sya, sabay na kaming umuwi, pumasok, ganon. di nagtagal, siya na ang lagi kong kasama... nag-aaral ng zoo, gumagawa ng reports, nag-aaral ng calc, etc! marami pala kaming parehong gusto at parehong ayaw. katulad ng pareho kaming mahilig kumain (aba, nagulat na lang ako nung minsang nasa ministop ako upang bumili ng meryenda! nandon din siya, naghahanap rin ng makakain! hahaha.), mamili ng mga damit, at kung anu-ano pa. at ayaw namin sa math. roar! may isang beses pa na nagkatuwaan kaming huwag mag-usap. ang maunang makipag-usap, talo! talo SIYA! bwahahahahahaha!! :D

pero noong mga panahon na iyon, wala lang yon. ;) ang lokohan nga namin dati, paano pag naging si gerald at maan? HAHAHAHAHA! tatawa na lang kami.

nag-iba ang ihip ng hangin nung minsang pumunta kami ng diliman upang saksihan ang dual meet ng rural at IS. kaming dalawa lang ang magkasama. at dahil ako ay walang kaalam alam sa pagbibiyahe noon (hanggang ngayon naman yata eh, di pa rin ako marunong pumunta ng diliman mag-isa... at ayaw din naman akong payagan mag-isa ng isang tao jan.), inihatid pa niya ako pabalik ng maynila. kakaiba naramdaman ko noong araw na iyon. parang... ang saya saya ko! at ayaw ko pang umuwi. gusto ko, nakasakay na lang sa kotse nya at lilibot lang kami kung saan saan. hahaha!

naguguluhan ako noon. at kinikilig na rin! hahaha! (tadaaaa. ayan, nagsisimula na ang mga mushy) di ko na nakayanan na itago sa sarili ko ang mga nararamdaman ko kaya't sinabi ko na kay sheng, ang aking roommate. hehehe. nagsimula na rin akong mag-save ng mga mensahe ni gerald na binibigyan ko ng meaning. (what i mean is, yung mga nakakakilig na messages, i placed them in a folder. nyaaaa!)

sus. alam ko naman noong mga panahong na yon na may nararamdaman na rin siya. ayaw lang sabihin. torpe!! :)

nahihirapan na akong magtagalog.

so ayun nga. ganon na kaming dalawa. alam namin pareho pero walang gusto na maunang umamin. hahaha. dumating ang bakasyon. pumunta ako sa korea. guess what? ka-chat ko siya araw-araw. pag-uwi sa pilipinas, walang nagbago. ganoon pa rin... ayan, summer classes na.

hanggang may isang maliit na insidente na nangyari... kung tutuusin, hindi pala maliit. iyon ang nagbago ng lahat. basta. hindi ako ang dapat magkuwento. si gerald ang concerned don. hehehe. sa mga hindi nakakaalam, tanong nyo na lang sa kanya... ewan ko lang kung sasabihin niya sa inyo! basta, sa aking parte, yun ang nakapagbigay sa akin ng lakas ng loob upang aminin ang lahat sa kanya.

and so inamin ko.

at inamin din nya.

nagkaaminan na!!

pero wala pa rin, ganon pa rin kami. :D ahahahahaha!

isang gabi bago ako umuwi sa sta. rosa dahil tapos na ang aming summer, magkachat na naman kami. tinanong na niya ko kung gusto ko na bang ituloy kung anuman ang namamagitan na sa aming dalawa. ang sagot ko: i'll tell you my decision pag nagkita na tayo ulit. ang sunod naming pagkikita? dapat sana ay sa reg na.

pero hindi eh.

kasama ni abe at kathy, ang aming dalawa pang super friends, pinuntahan niya ako sa sta. rosa!! may 22, 2004. isang sabado. makalipas ang dalawang araw noong huli kaming nagchat.

at syempre, tinupad ko ang aking pangako. sinabi ko ang desisyon ko.

OO. :)

kaya't eto, may entry akong ganito: ANG KWENTO NI MAAN AT GERALD. bow.

P.S. nahulaan nyo ba ang title ko? hindi no? wahahahaha!! :D ayun o, in bold, capital letters. korny. but i love it!

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

i just have to say this

you know where i got my kakulitan? from my DAD. everytime he sends a message in ym may kasama pang buzz!!! grr!!! hehehehehe! :D at nagkukulitan na lang kami.

a fascination for words, et. al :)

hahaha! while i was reading ge's recent post, my curiosity was aroused by the term technosexual. i was wondering why exactly that sexual has to be its suffix?!? is it related to sexuality, the sexes or the sex organs? apparently it is. technosexual is a term applicaple to males. nyarf.

so there, while i was "googling" :) technosexual i stumbled upon a site about words! hehehe. my dorkiness kicks up again. this site,
The Word Spy should have sprung up on me way way before when i was still in korea. that was the time when i first got acquainted with the word ennui (ang nice no?) and i was obssessed in finding my other favorite words for a while. unfortunately, the hunt for "my other favorite words" was futile (i'm using futile kasi i like it but not enough to go into "my other favorite words") and it continues until now... now that i have all the time to do just that. :) so if you're feeling just as dorky as me, just click on the link.

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as scheduled, my mom and i went to the optha earlier this morning. my doctor was one cool guy, ya know, the type that makes me go "haaaay... gusto ko na talagang maging doctor" and makes me remember that going through the harshness of medical studies is like finding the pot of gold at the end of a rainbow.

anyway, he told me i had papillary conjunctivitis brought about by chronic use of contact lenses. i've been wearing them for what? 4 years now and i know that i haven't been a responsible wearer. read: i tend to leave them on when i doze to la la land. so when he checked my eyelids, he saw some bumps (inflammation). however, this is just normal for people who wear contact lenses. what's alarming is that i have LARGE bumps on my left eye. he told me not to wear contact lenses for three weeks and prescribed me some light steroid-based eyedrops. kaya nga i'll be living up to the imed title: dork, geek or whathaveyou. hahahaha. glasses plus braces? a dorkifying experience. *shiver* :) hahaha! but it's okay, a change of look nonetheless. hehehe! tapos i'll wear all those preppy outfits of mine pa no? hihihihihihi.


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i bought some nice jeans while we were waiting for my doctor. wala lang. f&h and kamiseta are my must-go to shops when i'm shopping for jeans and capris. they are hiyang for my size. :)

for tops? there's my best friend the tiangge. the ones at atc are the best, and i guess sa shopesville din. i don't go there often kasi, too far from our house. so i make do with the ones at atc. for special occasions (like when i have money talaga) i go to kamiseta or bayo. the clothes in kamiseta are more of the frilly-girly style while those in bayo are kinda laidback, ya know, girl-nextdoor type. love the bayo tees!

why am i doing this? i love talking about clothes. :)

it's so funny actually. no matter what the store is, i buy what i like if i have the money. oo nga pala. hahaha!

the body shop. another one of my favorites! ...if i have money. but they're on sale right now. right? or tapos na?

and then there's the department store... :)

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i go to healthway in atc, and festival mall. kaya there's always one little side trip for me... erm, for us! shopping is contagious. my mom is my recent recruit in the i love shopping club. ;)

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but from now on, I'M SAVING UP. PERIOD.



Monday, October 25, 2004

boredom kills

obviously im super duper bored. got all these stuff from friendster. learn more about me. :)

in no particular order...
THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE
1. clothes
2. shoes
3. orange highlighters
4. my orange hanky
5. body shop's born lippy in strawberry
6. body shop's vitamin e products
7. ziggy
8. my nokia 6230
9. dsl connection
10. pirated dvd's
11. earrings
12. pink whatever
13. light blue, d&g

TWELVE GREAT MOVIES
1. city of god
2. chocolat
3. y tu mama tambien
4. amelie
5. the notebook
6. finding nemo
7. the last samurai
8. roman holiday
9. shakespeare in love
10. a walk in the clouds
11. jerry maguire
12. the village

ELEVEN GOOD BANDS/ARTISTS
1. maroon 5
2. jewel
3. sugarfree
4. spongecola
5. incubus
6. dave matthews band
7. alicia keys
8. five for fighting
9. sarah maclachlan
10. josh groban
11. the beatles

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU
1. obssessed with pink
2. mushy
3. iskolar ng bayan
4. restless
5. passionate
6. bookworm
7. homebody
8. sensitive
9. malambing
10. craves for excitement

NINE CLOSE FRIENDS
1. ge
2. kathy
3. sheng
4. abe
5. lorena
6. jenni
7. joanne
8. dada
9. ants

EIGHT FAVORITE FOODS/DRINKS
1. crepes
2. mernel's choco cake
3. greens
4. strawberry ice cream
5. goya white chocolate
6. nilagang baka
7. seafood
8. pasta

SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY
1. underwear
2. watch
3. tops
4. bottoms
5. ring
6. lip balm
7. earrings

SIX THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU
1. boredom
2. not exerting effort
3. loneliness
4. inactivity
5. mistakes
6. insecurity

FIVE SHOWS YOU WATCH
1. will and grace
2. csi
3. sex and the city
4. anything on etc
5. the news

FOUR THINGS YOU TOUCH EVERYDAY
1. myself. nyahaha. when i take a bath, duh.
2. ziggy
3. cellphone
4. bed

THREE CELEBRITIES YOU ADMIRE:
1. jude law
2. colin farrell
3. audrey hepburn

TWO PEOPLE ON FRIENDSTER YOU HAVE FIRST KISSED: (how appropriate naman the number for me!)
1. ge
2. mark
oops, my dad reads my blog nga pala. nyahaha. :D

ONE PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH
1. hopefully it's ge na. :)

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1. kung ikaw ay isang bolpen, anong tatak mo?
-Pentel, the pink milky ones

2.kung ikaw ay isang cellphone, anong model ka?
-Nokia 6230
3. kung ikaw ay isang sapatos, ano ka?
-some colorful flats
4. kung ikaw ay isang payong, anong kulay ka?
-tinatanong pa ba ito? pink.
5. kung ikaw ay isang dessert, ano ka?
-chocolates. im THAT yummy.
6. kung isa kang kulay, ano ka?
-eto pa isa. pink!
7. kung ikaw ay breakfast, ano ka?
-crepe. yuuuum. just right.
8. kung isa kang subject sa school, ano ka?
-sex ed. nyahahahaha!
9. kung isa kang pagkain na itinitinda sa school mo, ano ka?
-spicy beef
10. kung isa kang guard, saang building mo gusto mag duty?
-pgh. para makakita ng mumoooo!
11. kung isa kang damit, ano ka?
-probably something pink and dainty
12. kung isa kang printer, mabagal ka ba o mabilis magprint?
-mabilis. mabilis akong gumawa ng mga bagay.
13. kung isa kang cellphone, iskandaloso/a ka ba?
-yung tama lang.
14. kung isa kang telenovela, ano ka?
-sorry, di ako nanonood. lang alam.
15. kung isa kang unan, idescribe mo sarili mo
-malambot, masarap yakapin at mabango.
16. kung isa kang stuffed toy, ano ka?
-doll na stuffed toyt
17. kung isa kang gamit sa bahay, ano ka?
-libro. how dorky!
18. kung isa kang beach resort, maganda ka ba?
-oo naman no.
19. kung isa kang kanta, ano ka?
-this way ni jewel
20. kung isa kang tv program, ano ka?
-sex and the city

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1.Are you good at hiding your feelings?--> i don't think so. i'm predictable (abesamis, 2004) hahaha!
2.How can we tell that you're already irritated?--> i clam up. or kapag sa text walang paligoy ligoy, no exclamation marks, no smilies. i'm pissed.
3.How do you treat the person that obviouslydoesn't like you?--> meron bang galit sa akin?
4.What usually ruins your mood?--> when my happy bubble bursts. usually when im super excited about something and the other person is not.
5.Who do you see everyday that you wish you just wouldn't see at all?--> wala naman.
6. When was the last time that you had a good cry?--> last night?
7. How often do you shop for clothes?--> sheesh.. every week?
8. Who's your long-time crush?--> wala.. puro superficial crushes lang.
9. someone you just had a crush on?--> recently? colin farrell
10. do you have something that you wish you just dont have?--> tabaaa!
11. Do you sometimes crave for something that isn't there?--> constantly craving for excitement!!!!!!
12. Do you wish to live in a faraway land where nobody knows you?--> pwede rin. tapos i can do everything i want since nobody knows me naman eh.
13. Have you kissed a total stranger? (or kahitpangalan lang alam mo)--> naaah
14. What do you want to do at this very moment?--> go out! tangna. i wanna go out!!!!
15. The worst feeling?--> loneliness
16. How about the best?--> completeness
17. Ever given your number to someone you dislike?--> no.
18. Say something about/to someone that you know who reads this..--> if you're still reading this, thanks for bearing with me. :)
19. What do you need ryt now?--> a kiss and a hug would be nice. :) hahaha!!
20. Happy with ur luvlyf?--> yeah. :)
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para sa mga isko at iska :)

1. ANO STUDENT NUMBER MO?
03-56104
2. PANO KA NAKAPASOK SA UP?> dahil pumasa ako ng UPCAT at taga Rural ako.
3.PANO MO NALAMAN ANG UPCAT RESULT?:> itinawag sa akin ni tenten kasi nasa corregidor ako.
4.FIRST CHOICE CAMPUS MO BA ANG UPD? nope. UPM actually
5.ALAM MO BA ANG UPG MO?:> hindi nga eh! dapat maalala kong kunin sa diliman.
6.ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?:> BS Bio
7.SECOND CHOICE?:> BS Public Health
8.ANO COURSE MO NGAUN?:> Intarmed
9.MAY PLANO KA MAGSHIFT:?> no way jose
12.UMATTEND KA BA NG MGA KUNG ANO ANONG PROGRAMA NG FRESHMAN KA?> mga welcome ekek
13.NAKAPAGDORM KA NA BA?> yeah
14.NAGKASINGKO KA NA BA?> di pa!!!!!!!! scary!
15. NAGKA-UNO (1.00) KA NA?:> yep
16.HIGHEST GRADE MO?:> uno
17.LOWEST:> 2.75 roar! org chem!
18.WORST EXPERIENCE SA FORM 5:> mag-antay. antay antay at antay.
19.LAGI KA BANG NAGPEPREROG?:> di pa naman. inaayos na lahat ng med para sa amin. suwerte. :)
20.US, CS:> CS. di pa alam yung ngayon.
21.MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA?> naah.
22.ILANG UNITS NA NAIPASA MO?> 69 friggin units!
23.NANGANGARAP KA BA NA MAGLAUDE?:> sa med? sana. kung kaya.
24.KELAN KA GAGRADUATE?:> 2010
25.FAVE TEACHER:> ma'am de guzman
26.WORST TEACHER:> sir decangchon
27.FAVE SUBJECT/s:> bio 25, anatomy and physiology. maski mahirap, I LOVE IT!!!
29.FAVE LANDMARK SA campus mo:> rob? hahaha!! lady med. med yun eh. wahahaha. proud.
30.BUILDING?:> College of Med! love your own! :)
31.FAVE KAINAN:> sa AS. murang mura.
32.ESTUDYANTE BA ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP?> naah. i just walk.
33.LAGI KA BA SA MAIN LIBRARY:?> recently lang, nug exams. in general, i don't go into the library.
34.NAG-S.A. KA NA BA?> naah.
35.ANO MASASABI MO KAY OBLE?> bakit may takip pa?
36.MAY ORG/S KA NA BA?> sana. di na kaya i-fit sa sked.
38.NAPANOOD MO NA BA ANG OBLATION RUN?> oh yeah!!
39.NAGPUNTA KA BA SA INFIRMARY NUNG > MINSANG NAGKASAKIT KA?> di ako masyado nagkakasakit.
40.MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?:> wala. love meron. :)
41.BF/GF?:> kilala nyo na.
42.MAY BALAK KA BA MG-MS, PHD?> MD. wahahaha! malamang.
43.ANU-ANO ANG MGA PE MO?> PE 1, philgames, tae-bo
44.KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOC NYO?> kaibigan ko silang lahat. pagkulang ang isa, malungkot na.
45.BOMOTO KA NA BA PARA SA USC?> did i vote for usc? msc, yeah.
46.MAY BALAK KA BANG MAGTRANSFER NG CAMPUS?> nope! kung nasa diliman ang intarmed, oo.
47.MASAYA BA ANG FEB FAIR?:> tsss. walang kasiyahan sa manila
48.NAKAPANOOD KA NA BA NG GRADUATION?:> yeah, nung hs pa.
49.MEMORIZE MO BA ANG UP NAMING > MAHAL?>since 1st year hs! hwehehehehehe.
50.NAGSASUMMER KA BA?>tapos na po. stat and PI.
51.NAKAPERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?> uno, yeah. but perfect as in no mistakes? di pa yata.
52.ANO AYAW MO SA HELL WEEK?> stressed, depressed, frustrated.
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enough. that's too much. nyahaha! got my student's permit na (for driving). yes kathy, it's just a permit. pero after a month daw we can apply for the real one na. :)

tomorrow... hmmm. i'll be going to the optha to have my eyes checked. and no, i won't put a picture of my eyeballs. haha!

i'm contemplating whether to go to the derma or have my hair relaxed.

watched chocolat. loved it! there's this certain kind of feeling i experience when i read or watch stories like that. something... magical. experienced it while reading like water for chocolate and blessed are the cheesemakers. while watching naman a walk in the clouds and how to make an american quilt. magic.

i get irritated easily nowadays. and no, i don't have my period.

pero mood swings lang naman.

see. tralalalala. i'm owkay na ulit.

Saturday, October 23, 2004

lindsay lohan

lindsay lohan is hot no? she looks like a WOMAN. how old is she anyways? her boobs are big. not for her age. i like her better than hillary duff though kasi hillary is so pa-tweetums ewan ko lang in real life. lindsay reminds me of someone from baywatch. who is she nga? yeah, si yasmine bleeth.

yun lang.

stuff

whatever comes to mind..

nagpunta ang mga kabarkada ko dito. wala kaming ginawa kundi magkwentuhan... at kumain ng chocolates, cheetos at chocolate cake! pagkatapos kumain, isa't kalhating oras ng kwentuhan! di muna kami aalis sa aming kinauupuan. ayan tuloy, tinan nyo nangyari sa isa kong kabarkada..



pwede ng mag spoof ng ad ng anmum ano? wahahahahaha!! peace lorena. maganda ka naman eh. :p

eto pa ang ibang pictures ng aming overnight . hehehe. wala kaming ibang camera kundi ang aming mga camera phones kaya halinhinan na lang sa pag pose at sa pagkuha. actually, tinatamad akong magsulat kaya puro pictures na lang muna.



left to right, top to bottom: yours truly, lorena, joanne and jenni



ang plato-pinggan triad. bakit? kasi pag sila nagsamasama, kasing tunog ng mga nagkakalansingang plato at pinggan ang mga boses nila. in short, MAINGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! hehehe. di kami nagkasya sa pikytur na yan.



ang bestfriend kong si lorena. nag aala-marina! hahaha! game na game 'to kahit saan kaya masayang kasama. tinan nyo naman!



at kami naman ay nag-ala jasmine pa! :)

ang saya talaga! kahit ano, pwedeng pag-usapan! kaya lang, lagi yatang napapadpad sa love life ang usapan. bakit ba laging ganon? at di rin nawawalan ng ghost stories. kaya ayan, sobrang duwag na talaga ko.

namiss ko talaga ag aking barkada. marami pa akong di nakikita.. sila padeys, tam, ters, jaffy at hani. kaya next week pupunta akong elbi!

iba naman...

punta na naman akong atc kahapon. finally at na-xray na rin ako! may mga pictures pa. aba, at kung kelan wala lang at tumingin lang ako sa camera don pa naging matino ang piktyoor ko! sorry ha, malabo, kasi pinicturan ko lang yung picture. aliw ako sa pic na yan. ipaparecopy ko nga eh (sa mga gustong humingi!!!). buti na lang may negative.



WANTED: Maan de Castro

say aaaahhh!! actually, konting aaaah lang daw. i opened my mouth wide kaya tapos sabi, "konti laang". shit. kahiya.



mukhang mugshot ano? ay hindeee, mukhang batang inosente. mukha daw akong grade 6 sabi ng kapatid ko. sabi pa ng mom ko mukha daw akong bata na nawawala.

hwehehehe. dumating kami don sa clinic around 10am. 30 mins lang, tapos na ako. hahaha! nung pinipiktyuran ako mukhang csi ang eksena! hahaha! yung dentista, naka white coat. naka gloves. at may camera!! wahahahahaha! eto pa isang piktyoor. wag matatakot! ako lang yan! shit, i swear, sobrang nabulatlat ang bibig ko. na-devirginize na tuloy! iba't ibang angle kinuha. ouch.



so ayun nga. 30 mins lang ako. kaya lang 11:30 pa daw makukuha ang resulta. so what to do? naglibot-libot muna kami ng mom ko. sabi ko sa sarili ko bago kami pumasok ng mall, WALA AKONG BIBILHIN! at paglabas ko ng mall...



tadaaa!! 1 skirt at 5 blouse. di na kasya yung skirt sa piktyur. nyahaha. fake lang po lahat yan.



yung nike shirt ko, 350 lang. yung mga plain na blouse, 90 each lang. amazing! at yung skirt, 350 lang din! kung sa bayo ko yan nabili, almost 900 na yan. di na talaga ko bibili sa mahal. kakapanghinayang.

to kathy...

i bought bra din. pareho talaga tayo ng ginagawa ngayong sembreak. see? great minds think alike. and gorgeous people act alike! nyahahahaha!

ayan. wala na akong masabi. belated happy birthday master and lyle kahapon!!! si angie din, belated happy birthday rin (oct.19). love ya!

oops meron pa pala. kahapon ay isa sa mga araw namin. :) yay! kaya maglalagay ako ng pic namin ulit.



sa subic, zoo field trip. di pa kami nan.

ayun lang! bow. bakit feel kong magtagalog ngayon? hehehe.


Wednesday, October 20, 2004

wish upon a star

you know what i want to do? just get out of region 4. even sta. rosa. haaay. i'm gettin bored at home. nothing much to do here except the internet, watch a lot of pirated dvd's, will and grace on tv and read more books. boredom's killing me! i swear, by the end of the break my butt's going to be so lapaaaad from all that sitting. and my eyes are going to get even more labo than before.

was supposed to go to baguio actually. but nooooo... my parents didn't allow me to go. magastos, because i'm getting braces din. yeah. because of one lone friggin canine my teeth look kwadrado. nyaaar. but if i sum up all those things i've been buying for the past few days, i bet it would have been much cheaper if they allowed me to go to baguio. bought shirts, jogging pants, books and lots of pa-beauty stuff. nyahaha. i really want to go out!! will somebody get me out of here, pleeease? even if for a day?!

my mom went out and she has my cellphone with her. craaap. how could i have forgotten it in her bag? i have some friends pa naman coming over they may be texting me and i don't have my phone! bahala na.

i've been the official driver this morning. now i want a car!! i want a second hand one so hindi masyadong nakakahinayang if i crash it in a post or something. but i can feel in my bones that i'm goin to be one terrific driver. no kidding. :p

antok na ko... ZzzZZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZ

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

i forget

i'm so sad.. it's because of that friggin' movie, the notebook. yeah, ive read it but still... i wanna cry!! i mean my number one fear right now is that i'm going to have alzheimer's or dementia. boohoo. i'm such a sentimental person pa naman. i want to remember EVERYTHING as in ALL, LAHAT!! that has happened to me. most especially those little things that we tend to overlook.. but if it did not happen then that exact moment is altogether different, you know what i mean? things like the exact message prof yao texted me when i passed the chem finals, when we were asked to wear kids' party hats on my birthday, the time when our whole sweaty huffy-puffy toxic supra tired block (as in the 20 of us) made siksik at the dorm to study the cat and henry was telling me that i remind him of his mom and yeah, the sound of a printer crashing to the floor ;). now how am i gonna capture all that?! much as i don't want to, i keep forgetting things always. see? i'm going to have alzheimer's. i'm sure. maybe i should go into neuro and stop those brain cells from deteriorating (if that's what's happening..).



Monday, October 18, 2004

a few fyi's

fyi no.1. if you want the ultimate jollibee chickenjoy experience (read: gallons upon gallons of their delicious gravilicious graaaaavy) minus the CHICKENjoy (huh?) try mang tomas gravy. graveeeh!! tastes just like jollibee! and very cheap as well. maybe they should get me as an endorser or something. :)

fyi no.2. my ziggy's finally super kaduper ay-ohwkhay! and tip i got from the geniuses who configured my lan connection: use avg instead of norton (actually my dad said it first). why? it's free, it updates automatically (especially for those people who are so tamad to update their anti-virus like yours truly), you just have to dl it, install, click some and it's done! tadaaa! :) i'm gonna be a great endorser no?


fyi no.3. i was browsing Read Magazine (the free ones they give at powerbooks) and there was this column entitled "you know you're a reader if...". these are all that apply to me. i honestly find this interesting!! :)

...dropping by the bookstore is not just a habit--it's a necessity, the way dropping by the grocery or gas station is routine >>yeah, absolutely!! aside from drooling at all those orange highlighters (i have a fetish for them), i always check the shelves for the newest books. something i'll let my mom buy me because i don't have money. ;)

...you drop by the bookstore "on your way out" of the mall, blahblahblah. >>well actually let me just tweak this a bit. on my way IN. hehehe. if you're familiar with rob ermita then you'll know why.

...you have books in closets, beneath the bed, in the cupboards, in the bathroom, in the hallway and even on the floor in every corner... >>exactly the case in our house. i have edgar allan poe watching me poop in the toilet.

...you can read two or three books at a time. >>i was reading 4 books at a time dati. sex and the city by candace bushnell, the poisonwood bible by barbara kingsolver, the english patient by michael ondaatje and she's come undone by wally lamb.

...you know how to read in a car, ina bank queue, and how to read while walking. >>no wonder i have poor eyesight! also the reading-while-walking ability comes in handy whenever i forget to study for my 7am class.

...you can't bear to part with any of your paperbacks, since they're arranged on the shelves by genre and by author. >>i used to do this particular arrangement on my shelves. however, i was too lazy to put the books in their proper places kaya ayun, halo halo na silang lahat. and most of my books are nasa hiraman anyways.

... you know which was better, the movie or the book, and it's usually the book. >>right :)

fyi no. 4. look at what virginia woolf said: "fiction is like a spider's web, attached ever so lightly perhaps, but still attached to life at all four corners". amazing how she can think of an analogy between fiction and a web. haaaay, such a deep thinker. i would never be able to think of that!! i bet she can find an analogy between a carabao's poop and the hmmmm... the circle of willis (and i'd just like to insert fyi no. 5. here: the circle of willis is a vascular structure in the brain). nyahahahaha!!!

fyi no.6. i used to wash pringles before because i find it too salty.

fyi no.7. i'm a pirated dvd junkie. hihihi. sorry!! :D my newest ones include saved, sky captain and the world of tomorrow, chocolat and the notebook (btw, i've read this na).

fyi no.8. i'm currently reading "blessed are the cheesemakers" by sarah-kate lynch. it's about life coupled with making the perfect cheese. the cover's nice! there's a cow in the background and a girl wearing a pink dress in front. i love my book!

oh there, i have to go. i find those chocolates in the dining room simply irresistible :)


Sunday, October 17, 2004

finally!!

yeeeeeeees! finally got all those html figured out. well, kinda. heehee. the colors were inspired by the new f&h billboard. hot pink and neon green. but mine's actually less neon green and more pink. syempre! i'll put the pic of the billboard here if i find one.

i still have to clean up a bit no? the links are not aligned and some other stuff that make my eyes sore. i learned to be OC na rin what the heck. after being aound OC people for almost 2 years na i would be OC talaga.

yesterday i went to powerbooks in atc to buy some... tadaaaaaaaa!! BOOKS! hahaha, malamang. :) but what's so "blogaramous" (reyes, 2004 hahahahaha!) about it is this. sidney sheldon's newest book, are you afraid of the dark, is finally here!! i've been waiting for that book for almost a year!! so embarrassing. i was jumping excitedly in the store when i got hold of it. talk about poise! anyway, i'm a huge fan of sheldon. i've read ALL of his books. his novels are primarily about conspiracies. with a heroINE. yeah, sassy and intelligent ladies with attitude. my kind of thing. pero his books naman are less twisted than dan brown's the da vinci code and angels and demons. i swear, reading those books got me goosebumps! i mean with the thought that brown can make you question your own religion... is he an antichrist or something? don't get me wrong. i love his books! those two anyway. deception point sucked. baka lang kasi i'm not a sci-fi fan.

change topic. you're seeing my dorky side. :)

i'll just put this pic here. kyut no?? that was taken at EK. using my trusty phone. pero pinagtaksilan din nya kami just when the camera worthy moments started. she (not a he!) decided to go low batt. nyaaaaaarrr. okay so i forgot to charge it. hehehe.



nothing more to say.. i'll read my book for a while. i bought three others pa pala.


Saturday, October 16, 2004

Friday, October 15, 2004

and a whole new, prettier, cuter blog is born!!

but first and foremost, i would like to say thanks to the person who made all these possible.. no other than the bestest, brightest, patient, nicest, HANDSOMEST and most loving guy in the world, my gerald. :)

this is not the first time i blogged. at dahil sadyang mabilis akong magsawa sa mga design (mapadamit man o mapasapatos, in this case, sa design ng blog!), i change blogs often. well actually, if i count it, this is my fourth blog. i started blogging when i was korea and that was just some seven months ago. so you see, within a span of seven months, i've already created four blogs! and it's not that i was just changing the template.. i was actually creating an entire new blog! oooh, fickle fickle me. :) but i am going to stick to this one. besides super kaduper magtatampo si ge if i won't update this, i looooooooove this design. this is just so me.

sige nga, i'll try to recount all those blogs i've had. kaya ko kaya gawin what i had in mind? lemme try...


my first blog: take me to the empyreal



ayan, clickable pa yang mga images na yan ha! :p

this one was done while i was having my not so summer vacation in korea. it was friggin freezing there!! magkachat kami ni ge noon and we tried making our own blogs.


my second blog: i'm a girl, watch it



this was made when i returned to the country. ge also made this one for me. hello blogger and goodbye lj!

my third blog: sanity101



this blog marked the lowest point in my life during this sem. blame it all on org chem.a i was depressed, insecure and unhappy. all my posts there "tried" to be cheery but deep inside i was so so saaaad. buti na lang i was able to bounce back to my fun-loving self!! goodbye and thank you org chem!! and i friggin passed the finals! wahoooo!!

there ends the evolution of my blogs. but i am going to stick to this one because i totally love this!! see, i even learned how to put links and upload images. hehehe, yabang ko!