and i hope i can keep what i'l say...

i'm going to revive you, one of these days.

dalawang dekada!

a rip-off from gerald's LJ:

Spent the rest of the week detoxifying. :) Great! hehehe. Haven't started studying fro physio or histology of the cardio vascular system. hehehe. Friday pa naman ang exam, OK LANG YAN GERALD. :]

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Yesternight was great! It's Maan's birthday today, but she has to go home early because it's Friday so we had our "birthday date" yesterday evening. Around 8pm, it poured hard in our area so we were about to cancel our gimik. Pero buti na lang, tumigil din yung ulan nung hinatid ko siya pauwi. I picked her up ng 9pm and went straight to Malate...

But hep hep hep! Hindi kami nagbarhop no..

We ate at this fine restaurant called Portico. Pareho lang nung owner ng Chatteu 1771 sa St. Francis Square sa Ortigas. Sarap ng food! I had pasta with smoked salmon while Maan had chicken breast with pasta. Hehehe. Medyo fine dining ang dating, pero ok lang...it was our own special detox night and we really do deserve some fine service for getting fine grades in our past exams. ;)

Then we headed for the main event of our date: A MASSAGE. :) hehehe. Never pa kasing nakakapagpamasahe si Maan si I thought why not let her try it. Pero as we walked along Remedios Circle, nakita naming may nagshoo-shooting pala. We found out na si Anne Curtis pala yun at si Luis Manzano shooting the new film entitled "Kalesa". And trully, may mga kalesa nga doon. From what I saw, ang plot ng story ay nagkakilala si Luis at Ann sa isang banggaan involving a kalesa at yung car ni Luis. Hehe...Gusto kong panoorin yun, para lang masabi ko na, oh yeah...nanjan ako habang shinu-shoot yung scene na yan! Hahaha..

Anyways, ayun...pumunta na kami sa Whitehouse Spa at doon nagpamasahe. Hehehe. Yeah...ang sarap...pwede ka nang makatulog right then and there. :] Funny thing is, habang minamasahe ako...naiimagine ko kung anong muscle ang nahihimas at kung anong nerve ang nag-iinervate doon. Hahahaha. Yak, kadiri, ang nerd. 8) Pero totoo, nakakatuwa nga talaga. :)

Pagkatapos namin sa Spa, smelling Jasmine-y and all, pumunta kaming Starbucks para magpalipas lang ng oras. We stayed there hanggang mga 1:30 at umuwi na rin kami ng mga 2am.

Masaya yung gabing yun...:D Hehehe. Masaya kasi wala kaming "looming" exam. Masaya kasi masaya yung mga ginawa namin. Masaya kasi kasama ko yung mahal ko...

Happy birthday baby!! 20 ka na! Mas matanda ka na sa akin! Bwehehehe...in 2 months, pantay na uli tayo..

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awww... :) thank you ulit ge for the wonderful night and the beautiful flowers hehehe. sa mga bumabasa nito, at hindi nakakaalam, NAPAKA-THOUGHTFUL NI GERALD! he's full of surprises hehe. he really made my day. *big big stupid cheesy smile*

the song of my life (right now)

i've always liked jewel...

Standing Still
Jewel

Cuttin' through the darkest night
In my two headlights
I'm trying to keep it clear
But I'm losing it here
To the twilight
There's a dead end to my left
There's a burning bush to my right
You aren't in sight
You aren't in sight

Do you want me
Like I want you?

Chorus
Or am I standing still?
Beneath the darkened sky
Or am I standing still?
With the scenery flying by
Or am I standing still?
Out of the corner of my eye
Was that you that passed me by?

Mothers on a stoop
Boys in souped-up coupes
On this hot summer night
Between fight and flight
Is the blind man's sight
And the choice that's right
I roll the window down
Feels like I'm gonna drown
In this strange town
I feel broken down
I feel broken down

Do you need me
Like I need you?

Chorus

Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow
Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow

Do you love me
Like I love you?

Chorus

Oh, you're passing me by
Passing me by
Do you need me like I need you to?
Do you want me like I want you?
Or are you passing me by?
Or am I standing still?

i'm hoping up to the HEAVENS that it's really okay, will be okay...

and

i've realized that no amount of cadaver dissection, scientific explanations and all the dehumanizing glory that comes with med school can desensitize and numb me.

i still feel.

uniform blues

nagsimula na kaming mag uniform last week. ooooh yes. ang pinakahihintay-hintay kong uniform ng dalawang taon sa wakas ay maisusuot ko na!!

but NO.

nung isinukat ko ang aking blouse ay isang mukhang BALYENANG NAKAPUTI ang aking nakita sa salamin.

paano ba naman kasi, tinanggal yung tacks ng blouse ko. para sa mga hindi nakakaalam, yung tacks ay mga tahi sa blouse na nagbibigay ng kaseksihan at korte na katawan.

at ang aking pants!!!!! mayguhlay!!! mukhang pyjamas. at eto pa, mas masikip pa ang mga pyjamas ko kaysa sa aking white pants.

eh di isinauli ko LAHAT ng aking uniform sa aking pinagpatahian para i-alter. after all, i (actually my parents) wouldn't just shell out P3500 for something i wouldn't dare call a uniform.

so antay antay ako ng 1 week habang inaalter ang uniforms ko...

after 1 week... TADAAAAAA!!

maluwag pa rin. both blouse and pants. RAWRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

at ang aking blouse, yung buttons ay malapit na sa nipples ko. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWRRRRR! yung pants, kelangan ko pang lagyan ng clip dahil kung hindi ay mahuhubad sya sa akin.

pero kailangang pagtiisan required na kasi kaming mag-uniform ng linggong yun.

hmmm... iniisip nyo siguro ang arte ko no? well, YOU'RE RIGHT! maselan talaga ako sa mga damit. yung simpleng pampasok ko sa araw-araw nung naka-civilian pa kami takes a lot of planning. isipin nyo na lang, 5 taon kong isusuot yung uniform na yun! hindi ko talaga matatake kung pangit syaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!! two years kung inantay antay tapos biglang PANGET PANGET PANGET!!

ohhhhhhmmmm. i'm calming down now.

after a SERIES OF ALTERATIONS (ummm, like 5 siguro) my pants are okay. pero sa mga blouses wala na talagang magagawa.

buti na lang naawa sa akin ang nanay ko. NAGPATAHI NA AKO NG BAGONG UNIFORMS. pero syempre, hindi na sa dati kong pinagpatahian dahil sobrang nadala na ako sa kanila. nakakainit talaga ng ulo.

LESSON LEARNED: huwag magpapatahi kung saan marami nang nagpapatahi.

PS. i've got the sniffles. sana hindi maging full-blown ubo at sipon!!! big exam on anatomy and physiology of muscles and bones on friday. AND cadaver dissections also this week. wag nyo na akong lapitan kung makikita nyo ko. the stench of death. i heard it clings on your clothes... skin... nails... and hair... but i can't say that i'm not excited!!

so yun, ta-ta for now! next entry would probably be about my first patient, aka mr/ms cadaver.

im alive!!!

promis, soo-wer, i'll blog when my new phone line gets installed. i moved to this new apartment kasi eh so no internet muna unless i go wi-fi at 2nd flr calderon hall (main building of UPCM). kaya lang hirap bitbitin everyday ng laptop!! and most of the time after day-long lectures all i want to do is go home and rest.

yeah. 8-5 classes are draining. especially if there's just so much information overload EVERY FRIGGIN TIME.

we had our first exam last tuesday. que horor! enough said.



ang hirap ng pinasok ko.

just an update

sorry, blog. although a lot has been happening to me in the past few weeks, i just don't feel like sharing... better keep all those emotions to myself. for now.

wicked!!

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